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The Dying Crimson Rose..  

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Thank You

Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 3:07 AM
Well.. Since my last journal entry, I had several billion notes and comments on me not to give up on my life, not to disown all those who claim to care for me and to fight on eveything until I am in the point of my life where it wont affect me anymore.
I was actually very.. erm.. suprised how many people were worried and asked for my number and noted and commented (and ranted on the phone for an eternity about how much they care and love me) I appreciate it so very much because, yes, you all had your effect on me to not give up on this life.

I suppose yeah, I should control the urge to hurt myself since I got told off for it by many people. But.. eh.. -PLEASE NO MORE NOTES ON THIS! I wont do anything to my body, I promise!!

Also, I'd like to show to you all a very meaningful poem written for me by the most unnexpected person who apparently was worried sick about the effect his selfishness had on me and said he'd hold back his feelings until I was ready for him (which I wont but if he'll shut up about it, I'll nod away) So yeah, he wrote a poem for me which I thought was just too beautiful not to put on here;

I want you to know that your my best friend
I've known you for six years
We've had our laughs and cried some tears
And i know i can always count on you
It doesn't matter what i'm going through
I know i haven't always been there
But i hope you know i do care
You can do anything because you are strong
And when we'd fight
I never wanted to admit i was wrong
But you know how i am
And i know you can make it
I know you can
Keep your head up girl
And don't let no one put you down
You know i'll always be there
I'll always be around.. by: Andy Guerreiro:hug:

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I'd like to say thank you so very much to all who commented, phoned, noted. I havent had the chance to reply to everyone because the amount of notes and comments are kind of... very high, its not me ignoring the fact you care, because believe me I need to hear that people do, its just time isnt my friend right now but I will get back to you..
Thank you endlessly for the space you all have in your hearts for me.. It really does mean a lot to know there are people who ACTUALLY care.. Thank you
:glomp::heart:
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My one and only..
:heart::heart::iconsaekhor: Thank you for not letting me die out.. I love you with everything my heart is made of, you mean more than the universe to me! I love you SO, SO very much!
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  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Drowning Pool - Let The Bodies Hit The Floor
  • Reading: Poems for me..
  • Watching: The sky..
  • Playing: With my hair..
  • Eating: A cake thingy..
  • Drinking: Blood..

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: Shadows..
  • Interests: Art, Photography, Music, Poetry...
  • Favourite movie: Many... Currently Blood & Chocolate.
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence.. Without doubt.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Heavy Metal, Metal, Gothic Rock, Emo, Alternative.. etc..
  • Favourite artist: Victoria Frances, Luis Royo and Friends on DA..
  • Favourite poet or writer: Saekhor, xAlien711.. I have many..
  • Favourite photographer: xAlien711.. some more..
  • Favourite style or digital art: Traditional Fantasy Art..
  • Wallpaper of choice: Definately NOT the one on my wall..
  • Skin of choice: Pale
  • Favourite cartoon character: Peter Griffin - Family Guy "ehehehehehehehe"
  • Personal Quote: When you understand the nature of a creature... you know what it is capable of..

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Devious Comments

~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 1 hour 31 minutes ago
No problem, I really like it! SEXY! :glomp:

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*SadakoKuramizu:iconSadakoKuramizu: 1 hour 35 minutes ago
Thank you for the fav on 'Just a little Flirt' :hug:

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~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 3 hours 17 minutes ago
Wahey! Thank you and no problem on the comment, I liked your drawing. Yeah, I'll add you, you look like you'll be coming up with some awesome drawings hehe!

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A rose has thorns that can draw blood, proof that the thirst is a beautiful thing...
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~EliasWilson:iconEliasWilson: 8 hours 55 minutes ago
thanks for the comment :)

will be great to watch your work progress and grow

add me if you like.

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*DarkDeviousQueen:iconDarkDeviousQueen: 16 hours 12 minutes ago
:glomp: So SWEEEET!!!! :kiss:

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~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 23 hours 25 minutes ago
Its ok my Sweet you deserve all of them and more :heart:

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A rose has thorns that can draw blood, proof that the thirst is a beautiful thing...
:rose:
*DarkDeviousQueen:iconDarkDeviousQueen: 1 day 8 hours ago
Awww... :blowkiss: Appreciate the fave, Dawwling!!! :heart:

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= (+ ';'+) =
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-The Lioness Queen will Creep Into Your Sleep and Dance in Your Dreams
:shamrock:"Meow Meow":silentkitty:
~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 1 day 9 hours ago
No problem, I love your drawings!

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A rose has thorns that can draw blood, proof that the thirst is a beautiful thing...
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~jeavida:iconjeavida: 1 day 10 hours ago
Thank You so much for the fav :D
~Black-Hearted-Angel:iconBlack-Hearted-Angel: 2 days 32 minutes ago
thanx :)

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~kelseybear:iconkelseybear: 2 days 8 hours ago
oh im sorry to hear that.

yea probably.lol

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~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 2 days 14 hours ago
No problem :aww:

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~SnowDropAngel:iconSnowDropAngel: 2 days 14 hours ago
thank you very much for the fav! :D

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~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 2 days 22 hours ago
No problem, Thank you too.

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A rose has thorns that can draw blood, proof that the thirst is a beautiful thing...
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~YulienDeath:iconYulienDeath: 2 days 22 hours ago
thank you for the fave and add :)
~Blackittyrose004:iconBlackittyrose004: 2 days 23 hours ago
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

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2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 3 days 1 hour ago
Thank you so much luv :hug::heart:

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A rose has thorns that can draw blood, proof that the thirst is a beautiful thing...
:rose:
~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 3 days 3 hours ago
I'm actually bound to bed with a bad back because of fallling down the stairs :tears:
Thank you, do you mean 'Breath'?

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A rose has thorns that can draw blood, proof that the thirst is a beautiful thing...
:rose:
~kelseybear:iconkelseybear: 3 days 11 hours ago
so how are you.

i like what you just put up the picture and all [ :

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"I stayed up all night playing poker with tarot cards. I got a full house and four people died."
~Steven Wright
~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 3 days 12 hours ago
No problem.. I really like your work, its easy for me to connect to the pain its about.

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A rose has thorns that can draw blood, proof that the thirst is a beautiful thing...
:rose:
~lostvampiress:iconlostvampiress: 3 days 12 hours ago
No problem :aww:

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A rose has thorns that can draw blood, proof that the thirst is a beautiful thing...
:rose:
~kelseybear:iconkelseybear: 3 days 14 hours ago Mood: Satisfied
thnx for the fav. [[:

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"I stayed up all night playing poker with tarot cards. I got a full house and four people died."
~Steven Wright
~Black-Hearted-Angel:iconBlack-Hearted-Angel: 3 days 16 hours ago Mood: Joy
thanx for the add and fave

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