Well.. Since my last journal entry, I had several billion notes and comments on me not to give up on my life, not to disown all those who claim to care for me and to fight on eveything until I am in the point of my life where it wont affect me anymore.
I was actually very.. erm.. suprised how many people were worried and asked for my number and noted and commented (and ranted on the phone for an eternity about how much they care and love me) I appreciate it so very much because, yes, you all had your effect on me to not give up on this life.

I suppose yeah, I should control the urge to hurt myself since I got told off for it by many people. But.. eh.. -PLEASE NO MORE NOTES ON THIS! I wont do anything to my body, I promise!!

Also, I'd like to show to you all a very meaningful poem written for me by the most unnexpected person who apparently was worried sick about the effect his selfishness had on me and said he'd hold back his feelings until I was ready for him (which I wont but if he'll shut up about it, I'll nod away) So yeah, he wrote a poem for me which I thought was just too beautiful not to put on here;

I want you to know that your my best friend
I've known you for six years
We've had our laughs and cried some tears
And i know i can always count on you
It doesn't matter what i'm going through
I know i haven't always been there
But i hope you know i do care
You can do anything because you are strong
And when we'd fight
I never wanted to admit i was wrong
But you know how i am
And i know you can make it
I know you can
Keep your head up girl
And don't let no one put you down
You know i'll always be there
I'll always be around.. by: Andy Guerreiro

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I'd like to say thank you so very much to all who commented, phoned, noted. I havent had the chance to reply to everyone because the amount of notes and comments are kind of... very high, its not me ignoring the fact you care, because believe me I need to hear that people do, its just time isnt my friend right now but I will get back to you..
Thank you endlessly for the space you all have in your hearts for me.. It really does mean a lot to know there are people who ACTUALLY care.. Thank you

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My one and only..
Thank you for not letting me die out.. I love you with everything my heart is made of, you mean more than the universe to me! I love you SO, SO very much!
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